♥ Thursday, September 4, 2008
Well, really miss Nuii and Fyora, seldom talk to them, not as often as last time T.TPartly change of seats...Partly some Bad terms with Jeremy I guess...Partly Never lunch+dinner with them to0, Isolating myself to focus in drawing...=x I know is me, cause I really find it hard to draw in a small table with so much distraction and to0 comfortable and temptation to computer so I decided to stay in ART ro0m, I know it sound like I'm isolating myself =xxHaiz, well, feel so blessed today...And found some fulfillment and guiltiness in the same time =x -Fulfillment-I finish 3 drawing in a week for Kingston... =D-Guiltiness-Of course unable to hand up or I would say complete John's Assignment, I must improve more and really do his work, sorry to disappoint him =xAnd yea, so so so wear out, God give me strength in mental and physical...Devil keep attack my thoughts when I know I shouldn't Doubt to0 much...In Great pain and trying to conquer all my fear and weaknesses...God O Lord, bless me, strength me, I know I'm so in-prefect but I believe with ur strength, I can do it!!!Never give up T.T...sobs...I'm sorry, I'm not perfect. [ From last-time blog skin] Wen-Huiwen-
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