It's been quite sometime ever since I last post.
Really a lot of works... T.T
And Results is coming in, though is an average of B's >.<
Kinda Sad actually. So in between lots of things happened...
Again, I not doing well with my old team, instead it bring me to see more of who is go0d and bad.
And er, Finally got time to go church, God really bless me and help me to love people.

Ya, I know I'm not prefect...but trying to grow...Enyao nagging le.. hehe... weee~
So yea, thru Busyness, I also discover who is for me and who's not.
Feel so Love... hence times devil is being cruel to mi...

Most unbeliever are so fake... I think or maybe not =P
I should say is my surrounding...
I shouldn't complaint that much but yea, why my class cannot be like Henry's?
Ok well, he also encounter much problems.
But I still believe God Love me and is always with me.

There's a bible verse say; You sow what u reap...this is very True...
Those being selfish trying to made their comfort despite hurting people around...But God is FAIR, he made me feel this way by protecting me from the evil 1.

Maybe all these time I have not been depending on God but by my own strength that why things doesn't work out for me...but I can sense that things are coming to right...

Commitment to GOD, cheers and to my 25 years saving, I actually had no idea how, due to my town expenses but I believe in God, there must be a reason, a purpose...

So yea, feel so go0d to see my CG members, I miss most of them...
I think hamster don't like yuki anymore T.T, also no contact me, bo xin de...

So maybe i should complaint till there =x
Here go's my nagging Blog =P

Cannot show my drawing, i haven take picture, all got handed up for making...
Oyea, today is King King de bday, hehe...yesterday was his Last lesson with us, hope to see him in my spec course....weeeeee..... Bully him every opportunity possible... bah XD

eh, show u guys next time... my drawing...

Well, i realise i slept till 9.30am, i was like Fish!!!!
Man, i slept at 6am thou, i quickly wash my puffy face and rush back home... So late, my schedule, once again was ruin...
Reach about 10am...wash my clothes, change to singlet and when to bed, no energy left, didn't had time to set alarm...
When i 'm awake, i realize was 1.30pm, i was like tell me this is not real....
T.T
Quickly wash my face, change clothes, go down for breakfast/lunch...
Then walk to buy some snacks...and ended up with a chocolate and jolly shandy<3 =D
Reach ps at 3pm....buy dinner and reach scho0l at 3.30pm which is now!
Well gotna go do work yea...no more slacking >.<

On my way here i saw some new fashion guy...Beanie with spec...lo0k very jap and handsome...
Hehe, give me more inspiration, ofcourse they lo0k kinda handsome =D
And a funny crow jummping and walk like Indian...hehe, lo0k kinda funny...
Arg...no more guilt, no more retard !!!

Refresh...and those ah, don't view and Run... Tag muii =3

Ah wen Fishy wen... why Fish cause yf sellfish...no la joking... =3

Well, this week is another crazy week, tried t draw in my class, i realize it don't work, no way...
To0 distracting, was talking to every1 T.T...
Haiz, so i decided to go back art Ro0m =D, hehe and also...Didn't Perform well...
Feel guilty...
Friday/saterday[ today ] suddenly throw temper...i'm sorry...i get so mo0dy and piss...
I really don't mean to... T.T
I feel like crying...what's with me again...
Maybe is myself...haiz ...Little John was really go0d, he didn't blame me for that, through his classmates sure com dame me...
Haiz...then went back to jail myself, ya see who on9, go chat chat, then i saw Ying Feng =D
So tell him what happened, and share experience with him, he's always my Angel...
Every time i turn to him, i felt so relief, he's always pumping more courage into my life...
Once again, i felt so blessed =D...
Really Thanks alot, if weren't you, i will keep staying in guilt which i doesn't like it...
Alot things not done, i feel so LOST... but i will never give up, so yea... sleepy, post pictures bah XD

Wen-Hungry tummy T.T

1more lesson to finish the winkles, nice Golem =D made by Wen and with help of Miss Chelsea =D... Golem-side view



Golem-back view



Golem-top view



Taken earlier, not yet done =x



Earlier front view...



Golem's- another side view...



Golem-front view...



Golem-3/4view




Special Design by God, I have been wondering for sometime...


Have u ever wonder why this grass will turn to RED? Can u spot the "1645" 4D number?
Haha



Better lighting and angel =P



This is Defiantly God's Colouring on Pants...



Outside my scho0l, nice pink Flowers.



Wall Again, cause I took it on the way down to lunch =D



Nice Artistic Flower =D



I like the structure of the flower, lo0k artistic in Design =D



Nice wall, =D wink



Inspiration Work by GOD, I like the blending in colour =D



It's a Ending week, [Sat] Yea, this week not going home often again =x Rushing to do my Golem, hehe, some how it lo0k more handsome =D wuhooo~ Hehe, somehow My EXPECTATION for it becoming more and more, the earlier session, I actually wanted to finish fast and move on... Till Yesterday was a turning point, I making it more and more better =D... satisfy!!! I'm proud of my Golem =D

Well, yesterday night, I cry...It's been quite sometime ever since the last time I really Cry... I feel lonely... I sacrifices my Time with Family, Friends and even Church Members, I really SORRY for that... I Actually talk to Enyao, told him that i felt something really not right in my heart... Will go church on Sunday to really Pray... God carry my burden, flavors on me oh Lord...

Ya, hope that I concentrade even more =D There's a time Limei message me telling me that I'm not alone =D Well, Special Delicate to all my BELOVED Friends, I Love u all and Miss ya =D Wink...

Sometime U JUST NEED TO CRY A CRY AND CONTINUE TO MOVE ON... WEN...
WITH LOVE,
I'M SORRY, I'M NOT PREFECT...

Cute cute bubble " so sweet, lo0k like the papa " Hugs " the Dipsy keep hiding =P



HUNGRY " T.T sobs... No FO0d...




Megan jiejie Carry, so sweet =D


Woff, I'm Going to 2month old =D




Kingston's Demo, in less than an hour =D


Kingston's DEMO ~.~


Ham ham and bao bao XD & Mac Donald



I met this cutie Lady near my block, Sweet right =D hehe



Bubble lo0king for mummy XD...



Curry? hehe surprise, the face draw to0 fat already but still lo0k like u =P wahaha
DID u grew fat? Miss Curry Ng Kai Li...


Mike's favorite =P Megan fox/ Sexy



She's hot and Difficult to draw =P



Here come the Superstar-Beck ham!!! wootes...



Handsome? lo0k like him?
Tomo if got time I post the original up =D...hehe



As usual tired...this time round stay for 3nights ~.~ Really very tired, now at home of course XD

Today have a lot laughter again with chiu sang and kingston =D Was rushing drawing until like Panda... haha But really like them a lot, always cute and adorable =P " wink "
Kingston finally, I receive your critics =D Hehe =D
So teach more ways in drawing! Guide, measure, shading and poster composition =D I actually learn a bit of the type of composition he mention, that why I keep laughing XD. Kingston is sooooo Funny, Whenever I met him, I feel like Bullying him XD Muhaha, Sorry Kingston but that's Truly from my heart =P...
I REALLY WANT to be like Kingston la, he is just like Godly to me... I showed him my vision that I actually wrote it 1month ago =D He always being a model to me, guide me, Encourage me. So yea, be like him XD

O yea, forgot take picture, John the Lecturer draw me in a [ Wii ] Version =.-" Alamak XD k la, Don't crap I need sleep, have fun posting " This week new work "
Wen =P

Well, really miss Nuii and Fyora, seldom talk to them, not as often as last time T.T
Partly change of seats...
Partly some Bad terms with Jeremy I guess...
Partly Never lunch+dinner with them to0, Isolating myself to focus in drawing...
=x I know is me, cause I really find it hard to draw in a small table with so much distraction and to0 comfortable and temptation to computer so I decided to stay in ART ro0m, I know it sound like I'm isolating myself =xx

Haiz, well, feel so blessed today...And found some fulfillment and guiltiness in the same time =x

-Fulfillment-
I finish 3 drawing in a week for Kingston... =D

-Guiltiness-
Of course unable to hand up or I would say complete John's Assignment, I must improve more and really do his work, sorry to disappoint him =x

And yea, so so so wear out, God give me strength in mental and physical...
Devil keep attack my thoughts when I know I shouldn't Doubt to0 much...
In Great pain and trying to conquer all my fear and weaknesses...

God O Lord, bless me, strength me, I know I'm so in-prefect but I believe with ur strength, I can do it!!!

Never give up T.T...sobs...

I'm sorry, I'm not perfect. [ From last-time blog skin]
Wen-Huiwen-