Is National day in few more hours =D
Recently mummy keep coming home and co0k, omgee, tummy bigbig T.T
Must go Exersice, runrun, shopshop ~.~ =x
Oyea, In life, i face alot of problems, times and times, i was wondering, am i doing wrong things...?
I'm some1 who cannot decided what is good and what is bad............
So sad lor, made me so w0rried and fan ~.~
Often need by Babysisters to come guide me....should i or should i not?
-work- vs -studies-
I always ponder, i want to lighten my parent's burden but now i dragging them down?
My parents really love me, i don't want to let them DOwn...after all, i'm the 1st child...........
I'm not a Heartless girl... =X Thanks God for that....
If not everythings will go chaostic, i supossed =x
I realised, i really Love my relative in a way ~.~
I love my Grandma =D, Aunties =D, My cute little 1 [Cousins], Own sister and brother, Father side de Cousins =D
I'm s0 happy =D. Most of the times, things wasn't right, but i always think i'm very Xin FU =D
Though i feel lonely in class....is a generation curse =x
Sec scho0l also bad terms, is like i was so weak, too kind not socialised by then
But i still have good friends de hor, got Lewis pei wo =D ltr i go upload last year his pictures =D
Lewis is my Best, really best friend in my sec class....
He's 1 of the handsome guy in class
Good in math and other subjects, better than mine T.T
I only can afford to win him ARt and Chinese.....
Tie in English =D
I got another best friend, shirly, in Express class =D
Till now, She's still my Besti, with Lewis =D
Now in Ite....
I got Xiiaoyan and a bunch of mmt students =D
Though they always disturb me =x
Also have Rainie =D my Beloved neightbour sister =x
Shifu with all the secret -Fantasy club =x miemie, qing.... and Des
When i feel lonely, just think about them...and look at my life, Life wasn't so lonely afterall =D
Also with my W193+E399 members, life wasn;t lonely after all =D
Just lo0k straight, cheer up...pat myself and continue the journey =D
I have becoming a better person...ever since i know God =D
Haha...Though still bad terms with my Ite classmate........
But i belive the curse chain will break....i just went for manifest =x
Well, i really belive in God, if not because of him, i won't be where i am, right now....
Prehaps, i really give up hope in life, sloppy+unchange+more lowself-esteem+not socialised and stuffs and stuffs.....
I dare to say even we christian are unprefect but we were heading on to prefection =D yea
We are born humans....
Alot of friends once ask me.. -Christian got life meh...
-Will Christian judge?
-If My Sin is BIG,Unforgiveable, will God forgive me?
My Answer will always Be Yes......
We still have Fun yea =D though we sacrifies times,
The process is difficult, sacrifies, commitment, stuffs and stuffs but the ending FRUITS is good.
God had given US, choice to BElive him or not......What's you ANSWER? haha
Don't know why i wrote this Topic, maybe is out of Passion ba ~.~
Haha...anyway....I'm always ur friend =x , is okay if eu don't belive in God =D
-End here bah-
I know i'm not preFect -WenWen-