♥ Saturday, July 28, 2007
Recently very Tired, thought i never do much work....................I'm Happy to hang out with friends, but just feel awakward with Both of them [if eu know]Is not i behave lol....Is like i really appreciate them, so i really control my temper though i was about to angry....If i used to be the 0ld me, i will =x [ROAR] jumpping up & down, showing Attitude.... >.<I abmit, i'm not a nice person.....i'm not kind enought, "Yes" i'm selfish but i trying to be a better Person, a better Example...YEah....!!Is so hard, Times & Times, i cried and wanted to give up....I couldn't Take Care of people around me, Times and Times, i scew up........If i could able to Love people more, i'm Gald but i just could not help much...........I really want to say, it lead me to more stress, I'm just helpless if eu urself don't even help urself....Times and Times, i see my jiejie so pity, so tired and so stress, i feel so BAD.....I wan2 try helping her but there nothing i can Do, accept to company her, listen, try to concern her but i can't really give her any suggestion.....[ I'm Helpless ]I don't really pray much, life abit wavey for me...........God still Bless me, help me along....but still there things that shaken me........I'm not a superwomen yea.........Most of the time, i Really hate Rejection+Comdametion......I never really told "HER" that she began to ride over me.....which i actually don't like it....Few times, i'm quite okie to it.......Is like everytime, throw temper at me, =.-" i very =.-" Hey, i'm not ur [Dustbin to Collect ur Anger] I really feel bad, i'm spoilting her.....and is like [long-term] process will made her rule over me, that by then, she will showed no respect+will not listen to advice.....Though most of the times, i'm crapping with "HER" know as my sis" .......I really appreciate her as good friends, buddy, sisters...........Haiiz, XiiaoYan is much more easy to handle, though we crapped alot too, should i say she's more mature and will sit down listening to eu......Though she loved to made rumour.....but if is serious, she will not provoke lar.....Haha ~.~ SadED If i were to give people Love....Who Will GIve me Love?? haha
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